Terlupa letak tajuk.

Tadi aku tengok album raya last year. Rasa sebak gila. Air mata dah hujung mata. Tapi nak buat macam mana, macho kena control juga. Kang bibik tengok aku menangis, tercalar ego aku. Mana boleh.

Alam, we miss you big time. Get well soon. Eventhough we ain't that closed, tapi relation kita tak jauh. I really miss the memory of all back then. Alam sekarang bukan macam dulu dah. Demi Allah, Alam dah lain. Tak tahu nak cakap macam mana lagi dah but we really miss the old you to death. We never speak of kau aku words instead of calling each others name. Ain't that sweet? Hehe. Masa Jaja tengok Alam haritu, sumpah Jaja rasa sebak. Tapi Jaja taknak nangis, sebab dekat hospital ishh kang ramai pulak tengok. Alam susah sangat nak bernafas. All your blanket full of blood. Hardly moves. I saw everything. =(

Missing this moment.

Alam, get well soon. I'll pray for that. InsyaAllah.

- Abdussalam, day 5.